Tuesday, November 30, 2010


    What a productive day off this has been, my orignal plan for today was to have a hungover ride back from my friend nic's place at ubc and then sleep all day. But instead I wasn't hungover and spent the daying planning out a bunch of shoots I'm planning and going to be styling soon! Although I am typing to you from a starbucks, since the power decided to go out (a little welcoming home present for courtney??)
    Last night I went to shine nightclub for the after party of passion pitts sold out show at the vogue theatre on granville! and although I don't think they actually did a set the other guy who was dj'ing sure kept me and some other urbanites shake shaking our asss rock rocking our hipppss!


                                                               Passion Pitt - Sleepyhead

I also recently managed to squeeze time in a photoshoot this weekend on sunday after our annual urban outfitters staff meeting. I'm really glad with how they turned out, for me it was an output for alot of emotions that I have been holding onto for a bit. It's also a little more masculine david. And a little more cold and furry david. Hope you like them!





                                                             photos by Alanna Belak

Sunday, November 28, 2010

think less. stupid more.

quit worrying so much. You can talk and talk and talk about your problems, but why not put the energy into what you are going to do about that problem, Our inner talk creats the world that we live in, so if you have negitive talk all the time, you are always going to be in a shitty place. You take comofort in the way you view the world, you inner talk repeats, and so will the day. Same day over and over. I learnt this from kelly cutrone, but it has been more relevant lately.
   Never have I had things in my life be soooo good, yet so shitty and so unsure. But do I sit around and talking about how shitty things, no I'm more inspired then ever. Working harder. All we all really want is tomorrow to be better then tomorrow, once you don't care about tomorrow. You don't care about anything.

read this.


Friday, November 26, 2010

Words, Finally.

Alright, so time to actually write more in this blog to mix things up. I've been well, working a lot but it's all good, if I wasn't working at home I'd be broke at home and bored right?, right? Lately I've just be wondering what was I doing when I was unemployed?? Too long fo sho.
   Its deffintly winter time here in vancity, we have had two days of snow, the first snowfall happend inconviently right before me and courtney were heading out to the cobalt downtown, we were not happy partiers that night...

 I've also been thinking alot about "life" and all that. I think winter time makes me get a little sentimintal about stuff like that. Like how much time do we have left? what will we regret? Why are the days long but the years fly by? and what is my journey? Is it a journey?? I'm thinking forward, and feeling motivated. I want to make a change, so I'm thinking of moving somewhere new for the summer of 2011, perhaps a bit into the fall aswell just depending how I like it and what progress I am making.
   I've also started to really miss modeling, and acting, and want to further pursue a career in the fashion industry. I don''t know what aspect of it yet but, ithe fashion world for sure. I havn't been putting this down lately.... 


and I've also taken the liberty of setting up a shoot this sunday so I am super excited to get back into it. I'm trying this whole new thing though, where I stay motivated, but have it so thats not all I want from life. I want to avoid the waiting place. The place where im just sitting by my computer and my phone, waiting... waiting... waiting for an oppertuntiy, for someone to message or call back. WAITING FOR MY DREAMS. you can't WAIT for them, the moment NEVER comes knocking unless you invite it over. My good friend once said "luck is when perperation meets perfect timing" and when i got my picture on the back of the block magazine for the smart mouth cafe ad, a wise teacher once said simply "congradulations, now the challenge is to make the rest of your life filled with moments like this, moments when you are proud, and moments where you are anticpating what the future has in store". Probably a million inspiring things were said while i was in vfs, FUCK i should of taken more notes! start writing kiddies. Stop waiting, No ones calling. 

okay wait,,, one fashion photo. i love this.


Wednesday, November 24, 2010


yayyyyyyy! this was so fun to film, which seems like forever ago, but it is finally out and I could see the final project. I love the editing job they did, and everything about it. and just incse you havnt checked out hot hot heats new lbum "future breeds" its really great you can tell they hit a cretive stride.  Lets live a lie!!

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Friday, November 12, 2010

youz a bitch like zeta phi beta mothafucka


                 Sometimes working in retail can be a bitch. NOT because of the customers, just the amount of them. I wish i had time to help everyone, and knew where every item of clothing and every size is in the store. PHEEEWWW I am tired, been getting alot of merchandising oppertunitys, so i have been learning tons, but the floor is deffintly a beast ive got to learn how to tame again. Hopeing my second wind of evergy comes so i can get my BRIGHT & TIGHT onn.

Monday, November 1, 2010

Mikus Lasmanis by Bell Soto

Wish I was in this photo first.


PhotobucketI LOVE halloween. Well more like i love dressing up, espically when spandex is involved hahaha. DUH. This year I was the Hamilton Hammer a wrestler, who resembled axl rose ALOT. in fact thats who everyone thought I was, I even got and olivia newton john? Someone had beer goggles..

     Hope you all had a fun, non dramatic halloween!